Category Archives: Photography

I choose to live and to honor you

I created this digital card in honor of my son Calvin’s 50th month in heaven, for my fellow sisters in babyloss on International Bereaved Mothers Day, and for the 1 year anniversary of Still Standing Magazine. It was not my choice to survive without you… So I choose to live…

15 days and 308 days

Sometimes it feels like his baby days are just slipping through my fingers. I decided to try wear him in the Moby again today and thoroughly enjoyed that he let me ♥.

Apparently mommyhood has made me the wasp-chasing type

On April 14, 2013, Posted by , In Life,Parenting,Photography, With No Comments

At breakfast this morning, Louie asked, “Do we have a fly? How did it get in here?” I responded, “Yeah, I think it’s behind the blinds.” By the sound of its banging against the blinds and window and the loud buzzing, I was sure it was one of those huge,…

Happy 10 Months, Charlie Bee

On April 12, 2013, Posted by , In Charlie Bastian,Photography, By , , With No Comments

(Photo via Instagram) 10 months since he was born, since we first looked into his big, dark eyes and heard the sweetest, high-pitched cry, and I still can’t believe he’s here. I can’t believe I was blessed to have this earth baby to hold in my arms.

Late Night Mommyhood

On April 11, 2013, Posted by , In Charlie Bastian,Life,Parenting,Photography, With No Comments

(Photo via Instagram) Charlie’s food is prepared and labelled in the fridge. The dishwasher is running, and clean baby dishes are on the drying rack. Multiple drinking vessel options have been set out—hopefully one works! And my pumping bottles ready to go in the cooler. I’m nursing Charlie, and it’s…

Happy 2 Years in Heaven, My Gaelen

(photo posted via Instagram) Today marks two years since we had to say goodbye-til-heaven to Gaelen Evangeline, our third baby. She’s been sending us heartwinks ever since. Happy heaven day, sweet baby girl. We miss you everyday. We love you so much, so much, Gaelen.

40 weeks in and 40 weeks out.

On March 20, 2013, Posted by , In Charlie Bastian,Photography,Pregnancy, By , With No Comments

(Photo via Instagram) I'm still so amazed that he's in my life.

Early Morning

On March 20, 2013, Posted by , In Charlie Bastian,Parenting,Photography, By , With No Comments

(Photo via Instagram) Charlie woke up at around 5 'cause his diaper leaked, and decided not to go back to sleep.After clamping on me with his teeth (had to stick a finger in his mouth to get him to let go), he crawled over to Louie and started pulling on…