Three of my babies died. I miss them. I love them. I remember them — not that I've ever forgotten. It's just that today, I am allowed to be a bereaved mother, to mourn, and to speak of the babies I carry in my heart. No one can tell me Read More
To those who say not to let my grief define me, I say, "Why not?" Our everyday experiences shape who we are. So why not the extraordinary ones that rip our hearts open? A heart that knows mourning is tender not only to its own aching but to that of Read More
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Today marks two years since we had to say goodbye-til-heaven to Gaelen Evangeline, our third baby. She's been sending us heartwinks ever since.
Happy heaven day, sweet baby girl. We miss you everyday. We love you so much, so much, Gaelen. Read More
I'll see you in heaven, my Calvin. Mommy loves you.
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Happy 5th my Calvin... I can't believe next month will be 4 years. I miss you everyday. (Posted via Instagram) Read More
Every time someone came up to Charlie while she was holding him, Nanay would say, "He doesn't like you" (hindi ka niya gusto). I wish they could have had more time together in this world. (Posted via Instagram) Read More
I "stole" this image from the hubby to post because seeing Charlie hold big brother Calvin's urn makes my heart ache and swell at the same time. Happy 5th Calvin. (Posted via Instagram) Read More