First, thank you so much for all of your encouragement, support, thoughts, and prayers. We are so grateful and so overwhelmed by all the love that we're receiving for us and our babies. Second, as Continue Reading »
Less than 18.5 hours until the ultrasound
We're going to see Bumble Bee again tomorrow afternoon, and I should be 6 weeks and 4 days along. This is around the time that we should be able to see the fetal pole and a heartbeat. And that is what Continue Reading »
Not-so-Wordless Wednesday
For the past 8 days, I've been sticking one of these capsules in me when I wake up in the morning and before I got to bed at night. I don't like it. It's uncomfortable and messy and sometimes it Continue Reading »
Three flowers
I attended a "Walk to Remember" remembrance walk and ceremony in Clearwater with some of my BabyCenter GBJ girls, their husbands, and their rainbow babies. Part of it included putting flowers on and Continue Reading »
One small pregnancy goal at a time
Because I was so anxious and worried and nervous and scared and terrified that I might have an ectopic pregnancy that would burst while I was traveling to Florida, my nurse agreed to do a blood test Continue Reading »
Between death and eternity
Our current home is between the hospital where I found out Calvin was no longer alive and delivered his still body from mine and the columbarium where his ashes will be inurned in a niche that is for Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: A Visit to Florida
One of the most surprising thing that happened after losing Calvin (and each of my babies) was finding friendships in unexpected places. I was amazed and uplifted by receiving compassion, Continue Reading »
I always bring my BBT thermometer
The NaBloPoMo prompt for today is: What is something you always pack on a trip? For that past two years, one of my packing staples has been a digital thermometer, a digital basal body temperature Continue Reading »
