A names provides a way for people to identify you, to address and make contact with you; it's a way someone brings you into their world, into a moment through an invocation of sound, of breath and Continue Reading »
Happy Easter Calvin Phoenix, Rainbow Baby, and Gaelen Evangeline
It's still hard to believe that I haven't been able to celebrate Easter on earth with any of my children. We lost both Calvin and Gaelen during Lent and Rainbow just before Christmas. It's Calvin's Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: You are remembered
Louie and I have never spent a night away from Calvin's ashes. When we visit family for a weekend, we bring his urn, his main stuffed animals, his memory box, and his journal. We carry all of these Continue Reading »
Bauble winners and questions answered
Six bauble winners Since not that many people commented on Rainbow's angelversary post, I've decided to just give each one a bauble – so if the following lovely ladies could email me your Continue Reading »
25 Days of Giveaway Pendant Winner
Sorry I am late getting this up. Getting ready for Christmas Eve/Christmas Day was a lot more hectic than I had anticipated (mostly because I was late and lagging and low on holiday cheer, but I did Continue Reading »
25 Days of Giveaways
Last year, Tina from came up "25 Days of Giveaways," as a way to celebrate the holidays and honor our babies during this season. Each day, a different Baby Loss Momma hosts a giveaway on her Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: His only belly pics
The only person who's ever seen these is Louie (he took them, too). These are my only belly pics from my pregnancy with Calvin, taken on January 19, 2009, just a few days before things started falling Continue Reading »
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day
I made this Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day Cupcake at Calvin's Cupcakes in remembrance of all of the little ones we've lost and ache to hold and in honor of the love we continue to carry Continue Reading »