Calvin's birth Two years ago, at this time, I was at the hospital in labor with our first child. Louie and I were alone. We were scared. We knew our baby was dead. We knew our baby had birth defects. Continue Reading »
Please join us for Calvin’s 2nd birthday in heaven
Tomorrow, March 5, is Calvin's 2nd heavenly birthday. We invite you to join us in honoring and celebrating our sweet boy on this special day. There are many ways in which you can remember him with Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: You are remembered
Louie and I have never spent a night away from Calvin's ashes. When we visit family for a weekend, we bring his urn, his main stuffed animals, his memory box, and his journal. We carry all of these Continue Reading »
Looking back, so I can face forward
I've been meaning to share my plans/hopes/desires for 2011, because that's what you do at the beginning of the year, right? I don't it's really so much that the advancing of a year holds special power Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Where I found my Christmas spirit
Last year, for our first Christmas without our babies, Louie and I went away. We spend it in Las Vegas as an attempt to avoid the triggers and give ourselves some respite. We were still reeling from Continue Reading »
Happy Holidays
Before I totally miss New Year, I just wanted to wish you all happy holidays and a blessed new year. Louie drew this picture of our sweet Calvin and Rainbow making cloud angels in the sky. I love Continue Reading »
25 Days of Giveaway Pendant Winner
Sorry I am late getting this up. Getting ready for Christmas Eve/Christmas Day was a lot more hectic than I had anticipated (mostly because I was late and lagging and low on holiday cheer, but I did Continue Reading »
Rainbow’s angelversary and a giveaway
Happy 1 year in heaven, Rainbow Last Friday was Rainbow's first angelversary* – one year since she went to heaven to be with Jesus, Calvin, and all of our other loved ones who have gone on. Here are Continue Reading »