Choosing to deliver you with mommy was the greatest honor of my life. Happy 20th in Heaven, Calvie. This month's The 5th Belongs to Calvin post is by Calvin and Rainbow's daddy. (I love the way you Continue Reading »
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day
I made this Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day Cupcake at Calvin's Cupcakes in remembrance of all of the little ones we've lost and ache to hold and in honor of the love we continue to carry Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Calvin’s Song
Dear baby, I need you to know it's all right, though I still cry for you. I am broken, but I'm broken by love. And I'd rather live in pieces than to have lived without you. (You are my light.) And I Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Calvin’s cloud drawings
In my last post, The artist and the writer, which was also my last The 5th Belongs to Calvin post, I shared two photos that my mother-in-law took of the clouds. What she saw was Calvin's name. Yes, Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: The artist and the writer
Yesterday was the anniversary of Calvin's due date, and although my heart was heavy, there were no tears. This morning, though, they are just below the surface of a breath, barely touched by a blink, Continue Reading »
Today is/was Rainbow’s due date
As some of you know, I hurt my arm a few weeks ago, and am on the slow road to recovery from repetitive strain/stress injuries that have me on prescription anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxing drugs Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: The sweetest names I ever sighed
This post has been a long-time-in-the-making, but I just kept pushing it back because I wanted more time to process the images and get them in good good shape/size for posting. This morning I woke up Continue Reading »
