First, If you don't know what I'm talking about, check out this post: On Your Mark. Get Set. Pee. And if you do, here are yesterday's results. Day 1 Rundown Cycle Day: 18 Days Past Ovulation: 3 Continue Reading »
On your mark. Get set. Pee.
A couple of weeks ago, I decided that if it was going to take us a long time to get pregnant again, I might as well just buy a bunch of ICs. ICs is TTC (trying to conceive) lingo for low cost hCG Continue Reading »
Wordless Wednesday: Litterbugs want babies, too
Almost Wordless Wednesday: REI at UCSF
This was one of the first indicators that I had crossed the threshold into infertility. Continue Reading »
Happy almost 1st birthday, Rainbow
More of Calvie’s cloud drawings
In last September's The 5th Belongs to Calvin post, I showed Calvin's name spelled in the clouds. This is the follow-up to that post... almost a year later. Yes, it had been sitting as a draft for Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Things that will never change
"Happy 5th Calvin. 28 months in heaven. Momma misses you." (via instagram 07.05.2011) Missing: the way he moved and tumbled, the sound of his heartbeat, watching him on the ultrasound, his weight Continue Reading »
Happy Birthday, Mama
On Saturday, Louie and I went to visit my grandmother at the cemetery. It was her birthday. We brought Calvin. I thought about her rocking him in her arms and singing to him. I emptied and rinsed Continue Reading »
