A couple months ago, my reproductive endocrinologist told me and Louie that I have low ovarian reserve. She suspected this based on my low follicle count, and it was confirmed by my blood test Continue Reading »
Gaelen’s heaven day and Nathalia’s birthday
Tomorrow morning, my RE will remove the "products of conception" from my womb. I'm not found of that wording, but technically that is what is happening. This is not something that I have blogged or Continue Reading »
Rainbow’s angelversary and a giveaway
Happy 1 year in heaven, Rainbow Last Friday was Rainbow's first angelversary* – one year since she went to heaven to be with Jesus, Calvin, and all of our other loved ones who have gone on. Here are Continue Reading »
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day
I made this Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day Cupcake at Calvin's Cupcakes in remembrance of all of the little ones we've lost and ache to hold and in honor of the love we continue to carry Continue Reading »
Threads of Hope, Pieces of Joy: Lesson 8 – Learning to Let Go
I really like how this lesson opens — it addresses the fear I expressed in lesson 7 about acceptance meaning forgetting: What does it mean to let go? It is not the same as forgetting and it not Continue Reading »
Threads of Hope, Pieces of Joy: Lessons 2 and 3
I'm posting Lesson 2 and 3 together, because I'm still so behind. I haven't been feeling well and am fighting off a sore throat and sinus pressure that have been around for a week now. I've also been Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Blessed to Be Broken
From Our Family to Yours I don't want to be a Scrooge-y Mommy I've been meaning to post that greeting on my blog, since I don't have all of your email addresses, and some of you I know only Continue Reading »
Two in Heaven
A part of me wonders if I should have guarded my heart against loving my Rainbow. Could it have dulled the deep sting of this second loss in any way? But then, it seems kind of ridiculous. What Continue Reading »
