My sister wanted me to pass on her thanks for your support and prayers for Kimora and their family. She also told me that seeing people share the graphics of Kimora has made her feel less alone and Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Calvin Loves Kimora (updates below)
This month's 5th is dedicated to Calvin's cousin, Kimora Michaela, who was born two months after Calvin's first birthday. One year ago, I posted about Kimora and her family: first to ask for Continue Reading »
Fervent prayers needed. Please, please pray with us
Dear family and friends, I am begging you to join me and my family in prayers, in using whatever faith you have, in using all the love and goodness you have in your heart to surround my niece, my Continue Reading »
Happy Easter Calvin Phoenix, Rainbow Baby, and Gaelen Evangeline
It's still hard to believe that I haven't been able to celebrate Easter on earth with any of my children. We lost both Calvin and Gaelen during Lent and Rainbow just before Christmas. It's Calvin's Continue Reading »
G is for Goodness (Finding grace in this grief)
Losing a child is not a good thing. It is not a blessing. It is not something any baby-loss parent I know would ever wish on another person. However, goodness can and does come from it. When we are Continue Reading »
Gaelen’s heaven day and Nathalia’s birthday
Tomorrow morning, my RE will remove the "products of conception" from my womb. I'm not found of that wording, but technically that is what is happening. This is not something that I have blogged or Continue Reading »
Update on Gaelen
First, thank you so much for your thoughts, for your prayers, for your words of encouragement, for your tears, for your anger and frustration, for just being here with us. Grief can be very lonely and Continue Reading »
Three babies in heaven
Even as I write this, I am praying that the doctor is wrong, that the ultrasound is wrong, that my baby lives. I know that if it is His will, He can still breathe life into this tiny being I still Continue Reading »