Even as I write this, I am praying that the doctor is wrong, that the ultrasound is wrong, that my baby lives. I know that if it is His will, He can still breathe life into this tiny being I still Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: You are remembered
Louie and I have never spent a night away from Calvin's ashes. When we visit family for a weekend, we bring his urn, his main stuffed animals, his memory box, and his journal. We carry all of these Continue Reading »
Goodbye 2010, hello infertility specialist
On Thursday, I went to the doctor for abnormal bleeding. I've been spotting/bleeding almost every day of December. I dread going to the ob-gyn, especially when it's a new doctor, because it puts me in Continue Reading »
Bauble winners and questions answered
Six bauble winners Since not that many people commented on Rainbow's angelversary post, I've decided to just give each one a bauble – so if the following lovely ladies could email me your Continue Reading »
Rainbow’s angelversary and a giveaway
Happy 1 year in heaven, Rainbow Last Friday was Rainbow's first angelversary* – one year since she went to heaven to be with Jesus, Calvin, and all of our other loved ones who have gone on. Here are Continue Reading »
Written in weakness –
(a letter of desperation while counting down the months to infertility) Dear God, Thank you for blessing us with our two babies. I love them with all my heart. I know that, with You, they are Continue Reading »
Today is/was Rainbow’s due date
As some of you know, I hurt my arm a few weeks ago, and am on the slow road to recovery from repetitive strain/stress injuries that have me on prescription anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxing drugs Continue Reading »
Threads of Hope, Pieces of Joy: Lesson 9 – Finding Joy
Now the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13. In the beginning of this lesson we read in Ezra about the Continue Reading »
