Because I cannot hold them in my arms, I carry them in my heart: Calvin Phoenix (03.05.2009) Rainbow (12.10.2009) Gaelen Evangeline (03.24.2011) Pixel Clementine (11.27.2013) Capture Your Continue Reading »
Capture Your Grief – Day 1: Sunrise
6:56am, San Francisco, CA at sunrise grey overwhelms blue the light fades into mourning wet fog surrounds me I wrote my first version of this poem, "each morning," about two months after Continue Reading »
The 5th Belongs to Calvin: Capturing Grief
Today, I want to share a photo-a-day project I'm participating in called "Capture Your Grief," which was created by Carly Marie, an amazing force in the babyloss community. It provides a way for Continue Reading »
Between
I've decided to participate in NaBloPoMo (National Blog Posting Month), a daily blogging challenge that offers a theme and prompts to guide you along the way. This month's theme is "Between," which Continue Reading »
Day 5 of Project Pee-a-thon
Day 5 Rundown Cycle Day: 22 Days Past Ovulation: 7 HPT Result: BFN Symptoms: Some pinching/cramping throughout the day, tender breasts, small bouts of nausea (similar to the Clomid Continue Reading »
Days 11 & 12 of Project Pee-a-thon: Second Lab Results
Pregnancy update and a photo pregnancy tests to follow, so please feel free to click away if this is not something you can or want to read about right now. I understand. Continue Reading »
Day 10 of Project Pee-a-thon: Where do I go from here?
As I mostly officially announced yesterday, I am pregnant. I know that I have some readers who are still trying, and my heart really aches for you. I know feeling "left behind," and even now, even Continue Reading »
Day 9 of Project Pee-a-thon
Day 9 Rundown Cycle Day: 26 Days Past Ovulation: 11 Continue Reading »
